My first part about my mom was my most popular post I ever wrote. I feel so relieved that people wanted to read my story. At the same time, I feel exposed: what will people think of me when they read my thoughts? Maybe they think that I am overreacting or that I am not the only one who is struggeling with these things. Why does she not stop complaining and find professional help? But at the end, I do this because I want to share my experience and sometimes I have the feeling that outsiders don’t really know what is happening.